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November 22 7:47 pm

22. November 2010

Today started out as a good day.

I woke up feeling content, talked to some friends and actually seemed to be enjoying my day.

Then, as time went on, I just started to feel worse. I felt so terrible it was almost unbearable.

Now, I barely feel like I have the energy to do anything. The things that made me smile yesterday and make me feel happy are doing nothing.

I hate this feeling. It’s the worst thing, to feel like everything you like is nothing and the things that helped you feel better before do nothing for you.

The only thing that makes me feel, is when I slice my skin with a razor.

When did my life become like this?

Signed,

Victoria