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November 19 3:23 pm19. November 2010
Hello,
Today I felt a lot better than I have in a while. It may be since it’s Friday, and because I have something to look forward to. I’m seeing Harry Potter tomorrow and I’ve loved it since I was really little.
Yesterday I did cut though. It wasn’t bad at all, barely a cut. That makes me feel weak. It makes me feel like I’m not strong enough to not cut, but I’m not strong enough to cut deep enough.
Not too deep, I don’t want to majorly hurt myself and end up in a hospital (like a friend of mine has) or end up dead.
Even though I felt better today, throughout the day I’ve felt worse as time went on. I hope I don’t cut this weekend, I really do. I’m glad I’m having a friend over today into tomorrow, since I wouldn’t ever cut if she was over. I guess I just have to try my best to resist on Sunday.
Also, I may not write a blog tomorrow, depending on how long my friend stays over.
Signed,
Victoria
