Don't let this memory fade away...
This is pretty much a blog that is going to be like an online diary to me. I need to vent and this is how I'm going to do it. you can follow me if you want, but that's completely up to you.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you.
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November 17, 2010 11:23 pm17. November 2010
Well this is my first post…ever on this tumblr. I do have another, but I don’t want it burdened with my problems.
I’m depressed. I feel unworthy of being depressed though, since nothing is even really wrong in my life. Sure it can get stressful, but I always dealt with it fine before. Why is this happening now?
Even worse, tonight I cut myself. I liked it and at the same time, it was frightening. I was scared to do it, but I have been tempted to for a few weeks, and tonight, the temptation was too much and I gave in.
I hate myself for it. I should be strong enough to deal with my pain, I shouldn’t have to cut myself to cope.
I don’t have anyone to talk to either. I want to, but I just can’t.
And that’s why I made this Tumblr. To just let my thoughts be written and have someone read them and not be involved at all.
Signed,
Victoria
